I'm usually the "organizer" of friend events.
Lately I've been under the biggest rock of my life. So big, I didn't even realize I was under it until yesterday. I haven't gone out, drank alcohol, or socialized since July 4th. FUCK.
I guess I've just been in this depressed state that, again, I didn't even realize I was in, and it just hit me yesterday that I need to snap the fuck out of it.
I've put together a gathering of all cliques, groups, etc. of friends for next weekend, the 25th of September. I was a bit nervous about playing that leader role and gathering up all my loved ones under one roof since it's been so long since I have. What if no one shows? What does that mean? Have I dropped on their "close friend" or "loved one" list?
I'm trying not to fret too much about it, and honestly, I'm enormously excited. I love my friends and whether or not they show up next weekend, I know they love me too.
